From Heaven to Hell and the other way around

I can tell you some storyes about this. Heaven and Hell are so popular subjects ..... we all grew up hearing about them, being scared of one and hoping for the other.
But if i think really in to it i find Heaven boring and Hell a little to much pain for me. So maybe we should look at it in another way, and starting from this nice fairytales ( or not) we can make our own analysis.

First story....

Some say that millions of years ago when this world was created, a bunch of angels lead by Lucifer started to think about theyr angelic lifes. And they realized that living in theyr perfect but limited world knowing only the light, the good the Heaven..... they were kinda bored. So they came to earth to experience the other side of life.

And here experiencing both sides we were created.

The second story.....

One day a man and his grandson were walking and playing in a park. The man stared to tell his grandson a story. He said that our soul is the house of 2 wolves. One of them is huge and bad and fighting all the time. The other one is sweet and nice and caring and never wants to fight. The child concerned asked the man. " Grandfather who is going to win? " And the man answered: " The one that we choose to feed the most!"

SO...... wich one we choose to feed the most?
No metter wich one the esence of this is that we have both wolves inside us. Good/evil, dark/light, Heaven/Hell. And if we think about it there is not one without the other. Or maybe there is no good or bad , heaven and hell..... there is just us. All our sides make us who we are, help us survive, leading us through life. So why deny any of it? Why not just choose wich one to feed more.

I choose to feed both, one at a time. To know all, to go on both extremes and finally to know ME. To accept, to understand and to love myself in the end.
The road is tricky. From not knowing going in the deepest holes of my Hell, trying to take all that outside and deal with it. Just facing my black angel and learning to love it. And when I feel safe there when i can finally love it flying up on the highest peak of my Heaven. Meeting my white angel there and learning to love it.

But after that I am complete, and I can love myself as I deserve .

All our life is a road from Heaven to Hell and the other way around, facing all our sides and always learning to love them. This jorney never ends. But when we spread our wings and fly at the end, we can say that the angel had the courage to look at him and see it all. And loved it all....